Monday, February 28, 2005
ikea shopping with ed & subs.
wilson, danial, ayu.
fun trip ya know.
all those sneaking tricks dan's up to.
the HORSE thing.
i'll never forget it, danial hakim.
jurong point.
shopped to and fro million times.
i can walk around with my eyes closed.
no sweat.
jiewei's place.
siti fairuz, sarah, jiewei.
model chris.
work work work.
dan the (gay) photographer.
me the photographer assistant, mah-lee-yah.
sarah the image consultant.
ayu the production assistant, aka nanny.
hahaha!
by the way, gay means happy.
what else do you think it is?
tsk tsk.
to sum it up, i cannot take the horse thing off my mind.
thanks to dan.
THANKS ah.
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
i hate "myself".
i flared up at anyone i can see.
i was so gloomy my face was so blac.
everyone almost detests me.
i hate "myself".
the "myself" when i'm stressed over work.
the "myself" when i don't have enough sleep.
the "myself" when i get very pissed.
the very "myself".
guilt-ridden.
just who on earth can stand me?
life sucks at this point of time.
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oh by the way, i've got a 2 new names.
pork bun
maria
(pronounced as "mah-lee-yahhh")
thanks to josh & kel -
and boss bong respectively.
thanks AH.
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Monday, February 21, 2005
very good friends, i will say.
will i regret?
no, i won't.
will i feel i wasted my time?
no , i won't.
i'm contented with the memory you've gave me.
and thanks.
i know there's more to come.
and i also know, we will be friends forever.
whatever will be, will be.
we are meant to be friends - who stand by each other all the time.
still, you will always be my Chicken McDonalds.
you may not be the only one - but surely a special one deep in my heart.
------------thanks fer everything.
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
The Corrs : What Can I Do
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we have talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope
[Chorus]
No more waiting, no more aching
No more fighting, no more trying...
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine
I'm just going to let it fly...
[Chorus]
Love me...
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
ending my week with a big bang,
starting my weekend with a sweet smile.
he came out of msia and drove me around -
he brought me to sembawang park.
we strolled, we sat on a bench -
a bench under a tree.
i looked up, i saw the moon. above the tree.
wow.
we admired the breezy sea in front of us.
we admired the msia lights just right across the sea.
suddenly, there were fireworks.
it was awesome.
almost fulfilling my ultimate date of watching fireworks with my loved one.
almost.
we are just friends. =)
but it has been a really great night.
his thoughtfulness touched my heart.
although he can be really a bastard sometimes!
we purely chatted.
and chatted.
and reminisced the past.
talked about his ex-gfs.
how they hurt him.
blah.
it was a very very very very romantic night.
to me, it is.
and what's more,
spending the night with my first crush.....
it was like, ......
i'm flying to the moon!
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
it's back to school - again.
after a week of
it's time to put aside all the fun & set my heart to work.
it's hard- esp when i'm enjoyin' myself.
3 days of mahjong.
awesomeee.
i'm an addict NOW.
days of gatherings -
so fun.
so sweet.
i just love my biggie family.
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it's v-day tmr.
same old me.
lonely & unwanted.
sigh.
it has been the same for the past 19 years.
i have my friends!
hahaha.
okay. i......
... helped my friend to date a guy.
so funny.
i feel GOOD abt it.
am i even human?
i like(d) this guy.
for ten long years.
10 long years.
half of my lifetime.
that's great. indeed.
i ... actually said....
" what if i like you?"
" then we celebrate v-day together tmr lor."
" hahahaha! like that whichever girl likes you get to go out w you tmr. you lucky guy!"
" you said what, friends can also celebrate v-day together..."
.... yes, i said that.
sigh.
should i hit myself?
should i?
should i stop telling him to meet her?
should i just cut the crap up?
should i?
.........
i shouldn't.
i'm fighting for my friend's happiness.
i am.
happy valentine people. =)
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
hello people!
first of all, thank you Lisa, Josh & Dan for keeping your word and wear red together today!
unlike some shortie.
oops. haha.
it's chinese new year eve & i'm going to have my second reunion dinner.
this is more normal - with table & chairs and a proper steamboat.
heehee.
here, i wish all of ya have a great reunion dinner with ya family & spend lotsa time with em' kay! same goes for non-chinese!!
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
WHAT HAPPENED AT MY EARLY REUNION DINNER ON SATURDAY NIGHT.
amanda (my cousin) & my niece, chelsia!
me & chelsia
me & addy
addy & chelsia
chelsia and her permed hair! she's only 4 years old!!!
unique CNY reunion dinner part 1
the unique steamboat part 1
the unique CNY dinner location
the unqiue bonding on a makeshift bed
the unique steamboat part 2
me & surene sis - who doesn't smile much....
...and chose to smile when i was smiling like an idiot.
surene sis is so happy - cos' she finally forced chel chel to take a pic with her!!!
the innocent, pretty, demure niece of mine - chel chel.
reunion dinner part 2
lili jie & addy
me & yili jie - who think she looks better here!
the one behind us - aunt florence, who proved that she's OLDER than us.
eldest aunt-in-law's birthday cake number 1
birthday cake number 2
with pregnant woman, jerene sis around.......
there's some pregnancy talk going on.....
me & nephew, xavier
eldest aunt-in-law at her unique birthday bash!
the kids are lighting the cake!
calling everyone to sing together with the hi fi system behind her!
what is eldest uncle doing?....
blow! blow! chel chel's drooling!
surene sis - the biker!
tan li ling - the poser! i looked as tho i gonna PEE on my pants!!
xavier trusts me.
yili jie's fav plant - that costs 18 bucks each.
ah ma & lili jie choosing "dancing plant"
my ah ma & lili jie
meeh - taken by chel chel. REALLY!!!
the land of flowers
TO MY NIECE..... smiling pretty = .............
my chel chel
....putting your hand up like this again..............
my chel chel -again. see her favourite pose.
another pic of me taken by chel chel, who made me put up my hand the same way she did.
a nice smelling bonsai
fragile but beautiful.
nice plants...
the furry plant that grows - fur.
lili jie and her 38bucks plant.
basically, you can see WE HAD FUN. and yes we did.
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Friday, February 04, 2005
the view from esply - the place where i belong.
it's breath-taking, isn't it?
appreciate the art of CROSS BREEDING.
another dream car of mine....
look at it....
closely.......
and closer!
from where i stand.
the evening sets.
the everlasting love.
the everlasting dream.
the thorns i love.
the big-faced.
in a twinkle of an eye.....
the big-faced oversees esply.
what i yearn for.
trapped. alone.
a child's illusion.
what goes down. (forgot to add NO ENTRY)
the uncertain.
the ghostly reflection.
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sorry for the unpro pics.
i've been on drugs and my hands are weak.
please forgive.
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