Sunday, February 13, 2005
it's back to school - again.
after a week of complete enjoyment,
it's time to put aside all the fun & set my heart to work.
it's hard- esp when i'm enjoyin' myself.
3 days of mahjong.
awesomeee.
i'm an addict NOW.
days of gatherings -
so fun.
so sweet.
i just love my biggie family.
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it's v-day tmr.
same old me.
lonely & unwanted.
sigh.
it has been the same for the past 19 years.
i have my friends!
hahaha.
okay. i......
... helped my friend to date a guy.
so funny.
i feel GOOD abt it.
am i even human?
i like(d) this guy.
for ten long years.
10 long years.
half of my lifetime.
that's great. indeed.
i ... actually said....
" what if i like you?"
" then we celebrate v-day together tmr lor."
" hahahaha! like that whichever girl likes you get to go out w you tmr. you lucky guy!"
" you said what, friends can also celebrate v-day together..."
.... yes, i said that.
sigh.
should i hit myself?
should i?
should i stop telling him to meet her?
should i just cut the crap up?
should i?
.........
i shouldn't.
i'm fighting for my friend's happiness.
i am.
happy valentine people. =)
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