i hate "myself".
i flared up at anyone i can see.
i was so gloomy my face was so blac.
everyone almost detests me.
i hate "myself".
the "myself" when i'm stressed over work.
the "myself" when i don't have enough sleep.
the "myself" when i get very pissed.
the very "myself".
guilt-ridden.
just who on earth can stand me?
life sucks at this point of time.
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oh by the way, i've got a 2 new names.
pork bun
maria
(pronounced as "mah-lee-yahhh")
thanks to josh & kel -
and boss bong respectively.
thanks AH.