it's an irony now i'm called Pork Bun.
and donkey years ago, i was actually a BOY.



seen a BOY wearing a dress? 
when i was ONE year-old..... 

my cousins.

my grandmas.
with so many food when i celebrate my birthday,
no wonder....*looks at myself*.
so this is how i get my size!

i had a thing for guitar okay!

my cousins okay! can you spot me?

there you go!

one more time! the one carrying the white heart is my DAD!

that's me there!

the cheeky me & my cousins!
my life was so free & fun.
it's weird, lah.
supposed to scan my grandma's old photos and send to my big brother.
for my grandma's birthday.
heh.
see, all the preparations!
oh well,
just anticipate to see MORE old photos to come.
it's interesting -
cos' every photo has a story behind it.
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Monday, March 28, 2005
but there is something i love after slogging for projects.
that is,
my grandma's bird nest.
*slurps*
as i'm drinking the bird nest she made for me,
i thought of those horrible days i spent in school.
that was when she told me she would make me something great after all the busy-ness.
and i knew what that is.
and as i scooped the bird nest for my mouth's pleasure,
i realised she meant it when she said she put in extra birdnest.
where can you find such lovely grandma?
and yes, i'm showing off my grandma here.
since i'm at it, let me do a brief intro on my grandmas okay.
i got 3 grandmas (officially)-
my paternal grandpa married two (officially).
my grandma is the first wife.
my stepgrandma passed away about 2years ago.
left with two grandmas.
being the eldest over my maternal side,
you can tell that i'm much doted by my maternal grandma -
who never fails to make my favourite chicken wings whenever i drop by.
that explains my size, duh.
and yes, i got two lovely grandmas.
and one lovely grandpa (whom i always thought hated me since young).
why the special mention of the oldies in my family?
cos' i'm the PLANNER for my paternal grandma's 80th birthday dinner!
hee.
so yes, i'm distracted from PR cos' i've been thinking of that at least 101 times a day.
aweeeesome uh.
okay. what a LONG entry professing my love to my oldies.
love you grandmas.
p.s// i'm looking for a photographer/videographer to help me @ my grandma's birthday dinner. PAY: a seat on the nice table and a nice treat (abalone....shark's fin....). just tell me you aren't after the food. thanks.
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
but i'm perfectly serious!
everytime i see my fish, i feel so sad.
i feel my eyes are in pain.
here are the pictures to prove.





mummy asked the uncle who sells fishes.
he said too many fishes in one tank can lead them to fight and knock against each other.
and that's probably why the eyes dropped.
and if you are wondering where are the eyes....
it was only after my daddy changed the fish tank water my sister realised the eyes were gone.
sad right?
and this only happened after my dad brought a few "foreign" fishes back.
sigh. i thought the more the merrier.
i'm going to head down to IKEA -
and buy a nice bowl/container.
so i can separate the fishes -
and keep the poor blind fish in my room.
sigh.
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Thursday, March 24, 2005
aiyah, you people ah.
cannot decide on something -
then give Dan The Horse a chance to laugh at me,
saying whatever i organise will never work!
i don't mind bowling...
cos' i MISS bowling!
but Kelly The Monkey wants ice-skating.
i don't know how to ice-skate...
and i'm not prepared to give ya'll guys a reason to laugh at me again!!
hmmmm.
why not like this.
let's poll okay.
i don't know what other ideas you guys have -
but me & that monkey came up with some today.
1) ice-skating (she likes)
2) bowling (i like)
3) cycling @ ECP (we don't mind)
4) KTV (she loves)
if ya'll guys have other ideas, tag it.
OR if ya'll too lazy to come up with ideas,
tell me which one you like.
heehee.
or we can go somewhere we can multi-task.
OHAY.
i shouldn't be organising this -
but, tsk.
i miss my classmates too much i can't help but start planning.
LOL.
and if i fail my PR exam or Commiss,
i'll come after you all.
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me, edna & monkey returned the skateboarding stuff (finally!) after PR.
phew, a burden off our shoulders.
had a nice chicken rice lunch together.
plus ice kachang dessert.
and we talked about some funny dreams we had of our classmates.
heehee.
i'll miss em', really.
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005
let's have a fun time out after commiss exam on 1st April, Friday?
no April Fool's joke.
be it movie, lunch, dinner, picnic, chalet, chill-out, BBQ,shopping, whatever!
someone just take over from here, organise & make it a big bash!
simply miss ya'll people.
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
communication issues - lins, kelly, dan, josh.
the memories i hold,
are those when we gossip & laugh.
the laughter and tears.
(tears when we laughed till kelly cried!)
the stupid games we brainstormed.
the passport-size photo machine shit.
the 7pm-still-at-sim meeting.
what fond memories.
public relations - frank, cherlyn.
the memories i hold,
are those when we giggle & crap.
the lovely towel-wrapped ass.
(frank's mistress!).
the biased.
the "myself" presentation.
what fond memories.
tv production - kelly, lins, siti fairuz, samantha lim, paris, stephh.
the memories i hold,
are those when we pull & "grab".
the horrendous late nights.
the scary heavy lights.
all the directors, producers & visual mixer.
what fond memories.
web design - frank, lins, kelly.
those memories i hold,
are those when we slack & rack.
the last minute struggle.
the dreamweaver & flash fucker.
the last project lins came over.
what fond memories.
feature writing - wilson, dan, idayu, sarah, siti fairuz, lins, jiewei, dayah.
those memories i hold,
are those when we shoot & eat.
the photoshoot shopping.
ikea & jurong point.
the swimming pool fun.
the torn bermudas.
the late nights spent at atrium.
the night over at jw's.
the horrendous sleep i had.
the poking & snapping.
the chocolate cheesecake.
the last article.
the rush for the deadline.
the hell of a lifetime.
what fond memories.
special mentions:
trina the boss.
i recalled the last time when i wrote about my classmates,
i haven't known her very well.
she's a very "caring" boss.
give kinda bueno as bonus.
thanks ah.
ayu the sub.
we always go supermarkets.
from liberty to ntuc.
oh, and also cold storage.
and we freaked out over this red man at jp.
watch out ye.
frank the bas.
he's never whom i thought he was.
i miss "bullying" him -
just like how he always does.
just a special note to him: don't worry about my weight.
i can handle it myself.
haha.
jenn the quiet.
this lady here is really really, different.
we seldom talk - but when we do,
crap comes from her.
no, i won't take online journ.
but who says we may not be classmates again?
heehee.
halawah the great.
she's so harmless and tiny!
okay, and she's really devilish.
it's OK with no tudung for a day!
i couldn't recognise her!
she was like, " you find me familiar, right?"
freakish!
but still, i miss ya'll "do-ing" you know.*winks
sim the yaya.
the macdonald's dinner,
our last meal together.
those chats of horror,
the crap of laughter!
hahah.
clarice the loud.
she laughs.
she's evil!
she laughs till we laugh.
her laughter is contagious.
beware!!!
josh the hell.
he bullies.
he gave me the name pork bun.
wah lau eh.
but never mind, i like it
haha.
don't be so selfish!
don't be so mean!
haha.
dan the girl horse.
the cheesecake threat.
i'll never carry out.
haha.
we are still on the same side.
always the same, okay?
promise!
and, the 7s you gave me.
remember? 7 injections?
ouch. *LOL*
siti the producer.
i simply love you.
the cheerful you.
the crappy you.
and also,
the HORNY you.
haha.
i know you love big dicks.
period. *winks*
sarah the fast.
she speaks fast.
cos' she thinks fast.
and she can be very very hyperish.
hahah.
she's very enthu.
and also, very emo.
dear girl, things will pass,
wounds will heal, feelings will fade.
but i'll always be here -
whenever you need me. =)
lins the perfectionist, my love.
she goes for perfection.
but i love it.
she passes me her genes.
but i love it.
she's my darling.
and i love her.
i'll miss ya'll at my place.
miss my mum's mee tak bak okay?
kelly the noisy, my love.
she makes my day gay.
she makes everyone cheery.
people say she's cute.
i say she's my darling.
people thought me, her, lins are sisters.
we click not cos' we belong to 1985 batch.
it's because, i'm the bee and they are honey.
*yuuccck
gross. hahaha.
miss my dad okay?
wils the ed.
poor thang.
be more assertive boy.
be more open!
uh, i mean, open as in talk!
haha.
you are a great one -
but don't always do things yourself okay?
i'll remind you again,
if there's a chance. =)
lisa the HAHA.
i got a few people in my class who laughs loud.
she's one of em'.
it's no wonder people think we are a bunch of hilarious people.
we laugh at each other.
haha~
dayah the funny.
she thinks i'll abandon her.
no way, my fair lady.
haha.
especially not when your saini is waiting.
haha.
jiewei the evil.
she snaps!
she pokes!
she's evil!
but at least we get to stay over her place.
haha.
paris the myself.
he's funny.
he never meant to be.
he slangs.
he never meant to be.
haha.
but he certainly makes us look forward to pr presentations.
thanks ah. haha.
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i think it's obvious how much i adore my classmates.
those memories we share.
haha.
i can't believe it's over.
thank you for all the fun ye.
it's not the end yet!!!!!
thanks for everything. =)
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Monday, March 21, 2005
first and foremost, i thank everyone in my magazine group.
from editor to designers,
sub-eds to reporters.
wilson, danial, idayu, lins, jiewei, sarah, sitifairuz, hidayah.
whatever had happened, it has been a great journey for the past 15 weeks.
those times we spent shopping for photoshoot,
having the photoshoot,
editing, writing, subbing, whatever.
i shall never forget.
i realy miss ya'll guys as classmates.
i've been thinking a lot these days.
i realised, i've learnt more - a lot more.
i see the true colours of people.
i know who's really nice.
thanks a lot.
for being there when the going gets tough.
when everything seems so wrong,
there's always someone right there to keep me sane.
and i appreciate that.
thanks siti - for being such a great tv producer!
thanks sarah - for being so hyperish at times of lowness.
thanks dan - for being there just at all the times, especially when we were cutting the stuff today. i'll probably cut myself a million times if you weren't there!
thanks lins - for being such a perfectionist. you really infected me.
thanks kelly - for being so cheery around me. i certainly miss you these few days.
thanks ayu - for being sucha meticulous subber (like dan).
thanks wils - for being an over-responsible ed who tries to keep things right.
thanks ALL.
really.
and i certainly miss.
of course, the crappy times we had.
and i haven't missed a class so much - for so long.
have a good rest people.
i'll be back.
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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005
and prepare to start my itp adventure -
which josh thinks i'll suffer but i'm sure i'll enjoy!
and get back on track in pursuit of my diploma as a final year student.
and of course, my electives.
i thought of it the past few weeks.
almost as though i've made my choices.
but now when i can put em' in,
i realise i can't choose at all.
let's say my mind is playing games with me.
let's say i'm just too lazy.
let's say i'm just too tired.
whatever so, i just can't think now.
probably.
but it's gonna be tough.
the choice between the "Ps".
passion, or practical?
it's stupid to think this way -
but hello people, wake up & think realistically.
it's a $$ world afterall.
but of course, passion overrides everything else.
but $$ does matter to me too.
but still, i wish i can be classmates with ya'll guys again.
you guys rock like horses.
great like bosses.
delicious like pork buns.
hahahahaha.
and, for someone who may not be reading this, but still.
you may have left us -
but i still wish you all the best.
hope ya'll find the goal in your life & strive for it.
despite all had happened,
i'll still miss you.
take care.
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Saturday, March 05, 2005
it doesn't matter i had a long friday in school.
it doesn't matter i got embarrassed in pr class - thanks to frank.
it doesn't matter i was dead shag.
because at the end of the day,
i went to esply -
with the right person, ..no, people.
another drive-around with him -
and my friend - his ex.
so funny combi right.
it was so nice.
though it was painful.
never mind.
still, i took care of him -awhile
when he felt unwell.
poor thing.
it's enough already.
my heart is falling.
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