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HIV/AIDS Youth Convention 2005
If there's an alphabet I dislike,
A fine line of like and dislike
I haven't read blogs for so long.
It feels weird, because I feel detached from people's lives.
I don't seem to know what's really happening.
Not as if they blog daily, but I do feel weird.
I haven't been paying attention to what's going on around me, have I?
People losing their sanity, losing their time spent with family, friends, boyfriends/girlfriends due to overbearing workload.
Seriously. Is doing work all we really care? Of course not!
That's why, I can never find a guy to date. Because GUYS DON'T UNDERSTAND.
Okay, that's a general statement. Girls do feel the same way too. Let's just put it this way - non-masscommers don't empathise with us. Almost.
I haven't had got a proper break for a year now. (ITP, school....) I should be looking forward to this coming one, especially when I'm planning to go Thailand with Ah Ma. But hell no.
Maybe it's the tiredness that overwhelms me. Maybe it's just me.
Maybe, this is the last break in my course of study.
Sounds scary but yeah. Soon, it gonna be time to bid each other farewell at graduation party, and some wish we'll meet sometime in the future, some others wish otherwise.
No matter what, that's one more semester to go, six more months to go.
Hang on people.
a mutation occurred in linG at 11:12 PM
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Monday, August 22, 2005
Thank you to everyone who helped in each and every way to make this event possible.
Radio Heatwave's gang.
The 6 hours at the publicity booth was made enjoyable and less torturing because of the whole bunch of you.
Programme/Design Committee.
I think you guys really worked your assess off. If it weren't for you people, we won't have those "suggestive" and "morbid" posters and brochures to show. And of course, thanks for the timely help I needed at times.
Sponsorship and Evaluation Committee.
Well, of course, we won't have enticing gifts and prizes if it weren't for you people as well. Boss Bong is my real motivation man. :D
Publicity and Promotions Team.
I've done my very best to make things easier for you people - and I really thank you guys for your help in every way. Those times we spent publicising and presenting the event were well memorable. I've been a so-so leader - so do forgive. :)
Logistics Team.
This team picks up the rest which the other three teams didn't take on. AND I TELL YOU, they rock. They took care of everything - from food to venue, set up to communication. THEY ARE THE BEST. I felt, if it weren't for them, this Convention won't even make it.
Year 2 Mass Commers.
Yeah, you guys rock too. Some of you are really good! I mean, you motivated me! And of course, many others. :) Thanks for coming, and staying.
YJ.
This photographer really helped me/us to capture the moments we truly missed. I can't wait to see the photographs and reminisce those moments when I was busy stressing out!!!!!
And everyone else.
Now, it proves to show that everyone has a part to play to make this event rock. So thank you so so so much. We had done our best, and let's keep our fingers crossed for what's coming for us next. Maybe it's bad, maybe it's good. There are mistakes we should learn from, there are things which we should give ourselves a pat on our own backs.
Whatever so, it's over. I'm glad, I'm sad, but it no longer matters.
a mutation occurred in linG at 11:02 AM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
that will be S.
For various reasons.
a mutation occurred in linG at 9:16 PM
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Monday, August 01, 2005
I believe, the way world works for us is, we meet no one, we hurt no one.
How well am I liked? I don't know. Not that I don't care, but the thing is if I ask the people around me, who will exactly tell me the truth?
Why don't YOU ask yourself this question? Maybe there are some of you who think that you are very well-liked and popular among your friends. Well, think again. Are those friends your backstabbers? Do they really like you for who you are?
Maybe, ask yourself. Ask how a person you have been. A bastard? A bitch? An angel? Or a devil? It's probably not for us to define ourselves.
It's this weird course I'm in, people pretending to like each other. Weicong said he thought I was naive, because I seemed to like my class and course a lot. So much so that I seemed to be showing off.
Oh good god. See what I mean? You never come across as someone you want to be. Never. Well, I won't blame Weicong for saying that too. I was too naive then, thinking everyone's nice nice.
Yeah, there are nice people around. But there are probably 99% of the people I can't get along with. Still, I have to pretend I like them.
Come on, let's admit it. I'm not the first one, neither am I going to be the last. Don't worry about me being another faker in school. If I don't like you, I'll probably don't even care about you - maybe we'll walk in different directions.
I'm just being myself. Something which many find it hard to do. Well, others did it, but ended up making themselves the sinner. Gah. It's a chore living a life where I have to pretend all the time. Don't you think so?
Maybe I'm disliked, maybe I'm not. This is a question I often ask myself. I'm no saint nor god. I do have my flaws, so I understand if I annoy you or whatever.
The thing is, you lead your life. I lead mine.
Just had this feel to put this up, I don't know why. Not targeting at anyone, just a random thought. :)
Take care people. 5 more weeks to go.
a mutation occurred in linG at 11:10 PM
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