A fine line of like and dislike
I believe, the way world works for us is, we meet no one, we hurt no one.
How well am I liked? I don't know. Not that I don't care, but the thing is if I ask the people around me, who will exactly tell me the truth?
Why don't YOU ask yourself this question? Maybe there are some of you who think that you are very well-liked and popular among your friends. Well, think again. Are those friends your backstabbers? Do they really like you for who you are?
Maybe, ask yourself. Ask how a person you have been. A bastard? A bitch? An angel? Or a devil? It's probably not for us to define ourselves.
It's this weird course I'm in, people pretending to like each other. Weicong said he thought I was naive, because I seemed to like my class and course a lot. So much so that I seemed to be showing off.
Oh good god. See what I mean? You never come across as someone you want to be. Never. Well, I won't blame Weicong for saying that too. I was too naive then, thinking everyone's nice nice.
Yeah, there are nice people around. But there are probably 99% of the people I can't get along with. Still, I have to pretend I like them.
Come on, let's admit it. I'm not the first one, neither am I going to be the last. Don't worry about me being another faker in school. If I don't like you, I'll probably don't even care about you - maybe we'll walk in different directions.
I'm just being myself. Something which many find it hard to do. Well, others did it, but ended up making themselves the sinner. Gah. It's a chore living a life where I have to pretend all the time. Don't you think so?
Maybe I'm disliked, maybe I'm not. This is a question I often ask myself. I'm no saint nor god. I do have my flaws, so I understand if I annoy you or whatever.
The thing is, you lead your life. I lead mine.
Just had this feel to put this up, I don't know why. Not targeting at anyone, just a random thought. :)
Take care people. 5 more weeks to go.
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